Too Soon..

The first time you were introduce to me... there's this feeling of closeness that I can't explained. You are so sweet, always giving a warmth smile. Though we hardly knew each other but still I feel your warm approached to me. Every time I visit my friend and you are there we started to chat, joke around till I became comfortable with you. I remember how I teased you for being vain for the special moments of your life. You smiled. Joke back... very sweet, very alive.... We always talked about your wedding preparation.You shared how you met him.. How it blooms. Your plan for the future... The last time were together, talking, laughing, were first week of March. It was after your clinic hours you let me go with you to see you wedding gown designer to fit your gown. It will be 3 weeks before the wedding date . While fitting the wedding dress you look every inch of a woman inlove. I suggest something about your gown and you go with it. After that you asked if we can go to The Fort, I can't remember the restaurant but you are wanting this Cake so much that you can't wait to be in this dining resto. We ate, chit chat... That is the last time I saw you. full of life, very inlove, very happy. I regret not to attend the wedding... Our friend M called me April 14, 2009. She told me you were gone.... I can't really believe it. I got shivers on my spine... While she's telling me what happened your lively face flashed back, your smile... I can vividly pictured it..... And I can' t really believe it. I was shocked.. I did'nt expected this news. It was too soon....... I wanted to ask why?but who am I? Right now, I am asking to myself what are you feeling? are you regretting it was too soon? or you were still happy in spite of what happened.... My symphaty to your husband... I know that he is shock the most.... while writing this Im still in denial. Doc Joy, You will always be remembered... Wherever you are... I know you are happy. You will be miss... Thanks for being a friend though it's too short..